day by day, you find no where that u belong to.
Tại sao chúng tao lại nằm giữa trên tình bạn mà dưới cả tình iêu
Hay tại vì chính em là người hoang tưởng?
Chúng ta biết nhau chẳng là bao lâu...
i always heard that you were the one who took me out to play when i was young.
Is it obvious that I will think of u as my bro?
I wish to do that.
And that is what i am doing rite now.

I cannot even rmb a single thing when i saw u the 1st time.
bt u told me the stories that when we were children.
A little thing that i talked to u. That'd be touched.

U made u to piggy bak u to ur room. We were like going bak to the time we were little kids.
Bt it s exhuasted sometimes.
COz, u were not my bro. I cannot expect u to care for me everything. I cant be a little girl asking for an ice cream as i did with my cousin.

Time flies fast and it makes me tiring.

I cannot trust people easily nowadays.
I find that i belong to no where.
I wanna cry out loud but i cannot.
When i look bak. there were nothing that i did in my past.
I was not be with my family.... not by their side for years...

so many scars and hurts
is it hard to seal someone's heart?
Nope...
bt i wanna seal my heart.

I found everything was hopeless and fearfull

I jz wanna breathe again. wanna learn how to face the truth and pain

I am gonna give up. I am so tired. I really dont get it. Why must be like this?
He is really nice to me?
Does he care that much?
I dn think so.
it is so tired to wait for someone

What does he want?
He wants me to say something?
Or he wanna me to notice that he cares for me
Or is that just my imagination?

It s really hopeless.

One sided

I beta run for my life....
As if im nt gonna see him again.
Forget everything...

Is there noone who will care for me?

I feel like I'm gonna die. I think I must give up.
feeling like killing myself.
Why is the world so small?
My world has become smaller.
I think It is too small that i cannot even see anyone out there for me.
I do not feel like eating or talking.

Should i die?

I do not need anything...

I am extremely exhausted

SO sick of everything

wanna say that i gotta get through this.

I MUST....

I am not the type of person he loves.

So, im gonna let it go